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I like you I like you I like you I like you I like you I like you

I hope you still do too.




Okay, so Homecoming was wack.. I feel terrible for being such a bitch, it's not like I intended to be on purpose. I'm nice I promise, just don't expect anything from me, I'm hooked on a nice boy I basically grew up with.. I'm not gonna switch overnight, and I'm not planning to either. School sucks, as usual. I feel so behind. I've been missing classes and such because of leadershiT. And well, I'm just tired of the same routine, I've grown distant from my school friends, and some people don't even think I go to MHS anymore. It's whatever, I don't care just because I'm not in the party scene doesn't mean I don't exsist. I choose not to stick out of the crowd. Respect me for that, please. The choices my old friends make are out of my hands, it's not that we aren't friends anymore, it's just that we grew distant from each other, and I don't agree with the crowd that they hang out with now. Sure, I miss the good old times when I had a solid group, but when half the year it was full of Drama, It's not worth it anymore. I care about the old GIFTS, but you know it's now non-exsistant and we're all in a happier place. I'm glad on my turnout, I don't need to be friends with everyone on campus, I don't need to be friends with anyone on campus at all, I have my church friends, and they support me for who I am, and they don't judge me. I also don't have to put this weird ego , that isn't me. I wish everyone the best of luck in the upcoming months, because this is probably the last time I'll see most of the people in MHS, I'd rather have 10 friends that last a lifetime, than the 10000000 friends that are just here right now.


How the fuck did I end up ranting about that?

I think its because I see these MySpace bullitens where they are trying to tell off someone, and they don't appreciate their friends. I appreciate everyone, some more than others, but in one way or another, I care.


Lovelovelove.


almost 1 month away.