22.

So I sit here, crying.
I don't know why, but I feel so undesappreciated, like I'm just a burden to everything and everyone. You may call me selfish, but really? What have I done? WHAT! All I do is do things for others, and when I say something, that I wanna do for myself, you call my selfish. I haven't done anything. I feel like I'm used by everyone and no one understands, because really whenever I talk to anyone about MY problems, for some reason, it always goes around and the topic goes back to them. Why can't there just be someone, who listens, I can't always rely on Dylan to be there 24/7 but I honestly feel like hes the only one, who cares, but it's so hard, since he's so far away.

I just wanna go away, and start life, and just no deal with this shit, because honestly what the fck have I done?