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I just got home from school. I finally got out of Chenoweth's class. Saved me from immediate failure. I can live with my schedule now, I'd prefer me to have open 1st, and have photo sixth, but I don't wanna change anymore of my schedule. I guess I'll stick with it.. Unless someone wants to switch first and sixth period photo with me :D

So anywho, there are so many things that are just causing me simple discomfort, just a couple of words, within a comment.. It dumbstruck me. I feel as if I'm an enemy. I know my friend told me, that I shouldn't take the blame for any of it, its between them, and I shouldn't be incorporated in it at all. So hopefully that'll stick to me. For now though, I'm just currently speechless, and its tearing me apart, I must say. I have to be considerate, I know. But at the other time, I have to think of myself. I've liked him for quite some time.. and I finally had my chance, so I took it, and look at us now. I'm finally happy, it's been a while since I really have been happy. Why must happiness have such a price? Other peoples emotions, my own, and my consciousness. I want to say to that person, that I'm sorry for the pain that I have caused. But for the first time, in a while, I put myself first.